Future is always in our hand!

I had seen a nadi today. My life storyline read to me without a break. My live secret revealed without a doubts by the so-called reader based on the chuvadi. I dunno how to react to that. I always challenge astrologers only can be real if they cud tell abt me correctly... and someone just did. Nadi!

Apart from that, few changes taken place in me. I wish its for good. Past & present were accuarate. Future is always in our hand!

I'll disappear at 38 ?

I'll d** young because I can’t carry bad names that I’m not appreciating & payback goodness of my family especially my sister's yet i'm not rich to extremely help out at all time. I've limits which i can’t share with all. That’s my problem..
I'll d** young bcoz i dun keep my mum happy at all or most of d time.. Living in closet n making my loved ones live miserable only. I'm different & so thats a problem.
I'll d** young bcoz i'm not good at all in explaining my stand to my loved ones during crisis.. Either they never listen or i'm d bad guy. Either way i'm d loser.
I'll d** young bcoz my mum once said to me that i'm worse than my father whom i hated most. That moment i broke n decided to go far somewhere i can feel peace. But they saved me. I WUN repeat that sort again which is shame for my family n bad example for my kids..
So I wish i d** young at 38yrs old while sleeping on my bed coz heart attack. Tis is wat they call crystal clear desire!
May god make my dream come true.