It's bothering me...

I’m very sad today. The wound still disturbing me…it’s already 5 days long but it’s still there. What’s wrong at my part is i took it too personal in the beginning. What’s wrong there I’m not sure. But whatever what I’m feelings is consequence of what both side did. I knew and I know I could make the things solved easily but I didn’t. So I dun just blame them. But no matter what I can’t tolerate such attitude anytime. It’s humiliating. What to do…. It’s not just halfway bonding to cut off easily. It’s born in such way. So is it means I’ve to bear n just bear with it ?